Another year older... still none the wiser.

It scares me to think that I turn 30 a year from now and I still have nothing to show for the life I've lived. I frustrates me that I've been in a quarter life crisis funk for the past 6 years. This is no way to live through my 20's. Seriously. It's agitating and panic-inducing.

Can we have time stop for a while? I need to think things through. I need to sort out my priorities. I have to find out what I want to do with my life. I feel like I'm on some deadline and that due date is fast approaching and I have done nothing to prepare for the test I'm about to face.

Stop the world. I want to get off.

Long time no see, dear blog. It's not that I've been too busy living life to jot down a few insights or whatnot. More like, I've been trudging through my days with nothing significant ever happening to me that there's really not much relevant material to write about.

Who cares, really, that I've been transferred to another job post if it's still within the same company?

Who cares that I'm infinitely poorer now because we've been paying off our monthly amortization?

Who cares that I've been spending way too much time on tumblr?

Who cares that the only thing I'm looking forward to is our upcoming trip to Korea this December?

I guess, at the moment, I've learned that not a lot of people care about the mundane. And my life is just that. Aside from the chaos that surrounds me, my life has been one gigantic humdrum of restlessness. I need to get out of here.